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In the field of tension with your hating of your life and even thinking of committing suicide and hopefully your own soon more growing perspicacity, from a level of better nurtured own good material and ethereal energy you may simply be achieving a superb awareness of more sagacity and of the urge of good activity and of the glowing sun-kissed treasures and of the real hidden strength and beauty of your own life. You will have to put more diligent daring struggle into what good you do, the struggle of a braver fiercer fighter, but then the change will be great! Suddenly you will be feeling proud and elated!
Ways of better nurturing your own good energies may be through better more health-promoting food perhaps prepared by you for you, for family, for good friend or for friends; through better moments of more corroborating rest especially at night or whenever you may need it; through better hours of amusement in free and funny company or perhaps all on your own; through more fiercely going out and doing an open-air sport with many great perspiring exertions and where you might be competing for medals or for other great prizes; through going and tilling a great garden for wonderful herbs and for flowers and for delicious fruits; through more diligently daringly doing all your good duties for better more precious riches of now and for better chances of future.
In your life, for better nurturing your own good chances and your own prouder strength, you might try and more be adopting the cunning style of the proverbial astute good old fighter, no matter how young you still are, for hopefully your own better survival!
In your life, in whatever good things you are doing or dreaming to do or are supposed to do (must do) for hopefully your own better survival, especially in your necessary interactions with hopefully good others in your world, you are more diligently co-working at building up, or more passionately adding up to, some great creative new events of now and some good perhaps wonderful memories for a future; wonderful memories for your own future!
Dear good friend of ours from within the wider bounds of this great cyberspace, so also you might try and do! So your feelings of being depressed and of hating your life soon will evaporate into sweet more sun-kissed air and the delicious scented meaning of fiercer prouder life will inundate you. Have good thoughts of a happier more active life of now and for future in the great company of perhaps a new friend or of good stranger or for a great long while all on your own. Good luck with you!